skeletalled perception

if my heart was on the outside
id flex it when you arrived
impress the tax upon you
id face the new-born consequence
as you face these bridled terms
of this foolish godless tithe

id burst through my own shell
if only to see my own heart pound
in vanity we trust
against my chest exposed
against it all in ground

youd have to love my lines and imperfections
of a tired withered organ bareboned
subduing and deceiving you
when
modestly sized in public
in your presence, elite status it grows

but you fool! your love is a farce
you fool! you cannot see white space
you cannot see how chambers collapse
how they rebirth
each every step you take towards my skin
is to me
2 further steps taken back

Hi.

I live in Denver now.


I will be alright.



This will reassure you. www.stealinginternet.blogspot.com

500 words about myself

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I i I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I

apparantly this happens in real life too

they are here
they are now

here them sing
watch them dance

his eyes are
cannons
sinking the ship on which she sails
her smile is
resilient
sinking the cloud on which he floats
can you?
here them now
can you?
see them dance
can you?
witness the war within

ill lie to you on the weekends

i welcomed the fire and watch as it grew
beyond the horizon
and clear out of view
i knew it would ramble and smoke
and gather some friends
but i didnt care cuz it was all in my head
you witnessed the ashes lining the streets
you fell for my trick, my lie, my deceit
i smothered the inferno
with a ball point pen
i smothered the inferno
and ill do it again

my unique heart

my heart is a complex series of valves and pumps
uniquely defined for whom it will beat
dimensionally confined on south atherton street
hidden behind cages of bone
tissue
and blood
id forget it was there
if not for your love
my heart is completely unique,
modified but original
the scars it holds secure the perimeter
the stitches save the wall
but really
my heart may be just like yours
except
i think
when mine beats
it beats
just a little more

http://stereogum.com/archives/ryan-adams-claims-hes-quitting-music-blogging_045681.html

anyone want to see ryan adams on his "last" tour?



dates found here:

http://www.cmt.com/artists/az/adams_ryan/tours.jhtml

i've been trying to find a good version of this song since i saw it on some latenight show a few months ago.

i think this is close enough. i dig it



a.a bondy feat the felice brothers